Day four.

I can't find words for what you told me just now... How can you say something like this? What are you hiding behind this excuses?.. This was really the last thing I expected... I've been loyaly waiting for you for whole week. Every step that I have taken was for you. I've never stepped back from what we have planned. Our plans were waiting for you to come back. Now you tell me I lied?.. I know you went through hell, I know Dan has been brainwashing you and you're mentaly exhausted. But for God's sake, does it makes it right to forget about things I've done for us? Did you forgot I have quit from work? And that I've been sleeping at work for last 2 weeks? And that I'm selling my personal things? I have even pushed back my won family.. Where is the point that I lied? Where is the point where I have moved back in your opinion? It's been a hard week for me too, you know, but I didn't gave up on you and I was still securing our future. You're so wrong about what you said about me. I can't even find a reason why would you believe in your own words... Apparently you're the one here who lied to me... Started with your visit in PH. You remember you promissed me to find me a place in SG before you go to PH? I didn't blame you for this, because I thought you're serious about me... It's still early here, I will add more to this post later... I love you, no matter what...