Day two.

I'm staying in contact with your friends... Keeping them informed and hoping they won't fail to inform me when they know something new. It makes me feel a little better knowing that everyone thinks, that the right thing for us is to be together, no matter what happens... I keep praying that you're safe hunny... I don't want anything bad happen to you. :( I have found a place to stay at for next month if I will need to. Kmieciu's friend is renting a room at his place. Cheap, but a little far from my work... I could have moved in yesterday, but I don't feel like being between people now, so I just stayed at work again... I keep checking my email, but nothing is coming... Everytime I see a new message, my heart stops beating for a moment, just to continue it's normal functions with disappointment, when I realize it's not from you... Even Dan didn't answer me... I expected he will ignore me, actually. Everyone is worried here about you, you know?.. And we all miss you... I hope you will come back home this saturday, as previously planned... And I hope you will contact me. No matter what happens, we should disscus and take decision together. I love you, and I still got so much motivation to fight for us. I hope you're pushing Dan away and not letting him do things his way... I count on you hunny... I think I will be staying in Szczecin this weekend. Remember, I told you I've argued with my parents. And it's still not okey between me and them... So I don't want to see them for now. Being alone and waiting for you to come back is the only thing I need now... You know, it's been snowing here really hard for past few days. Traffic is so jammed, especially in the morning. I don't do much this days... I work from 8am to 4pm, then I play some games, study Flash development, watch movies and browse our logs and pictures. I usually go sleep around 1am, when I know that anyone else will come to the office for sure. Then I wake up 6am, so I can clean myself before anyone comes here. I still pretend that I'm just coming here early in the morning... This really sucks, but it's nothing when I compare it with our situation... But I don't give up. I told you I never will... I know we love each other and we need to fight everything that is against us. We will be happy one day hunny... Because love is forever... And I love you with all my heart... I miss you, I'm still all yours. I can't wait to have you back...

PS. I think I will edit my posts instead of adding few posts the same day. Just so it's easier for you to know what happened with me which day. So don't be suprised if the same post express many different emotions. I hope you will like that I'm writing here...