Day one.

I don't know what to do... You're gone. I know you've been taken from me against your will. I know you would be with me if you can. And I hope you know I would help you if I can too... I feel so bad being here, unable to do anything... Without knowing how you feel, what you want and what you need. I can't even email you, because I know that bastard is reading, probably not even informing you about the letters. Your friends told me he will hit you if he's angry... It never even crossed my mind before... It didn't crossed my mind how can anyone hurt someone as you... Someone so sweet and innocent... I'm sorry baby if he did anything to you. :( I swear there will come day for him to pay for everything he have done to you and to us. Maybe I should not, but I sent him an email today morning... I told him what I think about him, about what he's doing to us... I told him he's treating you as his throphy. I told him you're not his pet or a toy. I told him you will never love him again. But I know bastards like them... He won't answer me and he will not care, he will not even try to understand it... He's just proud he made things work his way. I can't describe the hate I feel for him... And how much I pity you now... And miss you... The worst thing about this now is that for some time I won't be able to contact with you for some time. I know you will come back one day. And I know I will be still waiting. I talked to your friends today. I told them to let you know that I'm going nowhere without you and that I'm still waiting here... I love you baby. I hope you will come back soon... I still live here only for you...

PS. This blog is not for me. This is for you, so when you're back, you can see that I was yours all the time. So you know what I went through. So you know how much I missed you. I want you to know that when my body dies here with every minute, my mind is always with you, in better world that I trust one day will become reality.